Week 1

So, it's been a week since we lost our precious little boy. I feel like I'm getting better, able to think about him with a smile instead of tears. It was hard going to the Dr office yesterday to do bloodwork and not being pregnant. Most nights I go and check on Roan before I go to bed, and last night I really wanted to pick him up and hold him tight, though I didn't because I didn't want to wake him up :) Roan's such a special gift from God, and I am so thankful for him. He's a sweet, fun, goofball, tons of energy of a kid. I love him so much.

And then there's Dave. He's been so great through this. Even when he's been working so much and had a big test to study for yesterday, he's been so supportive and gentle with me. I am really so blessed with everyone I have in my life.